写真を同も有難う
For the pictures thanks.
理恵子は 夏の日より 美しい です
Rieko is more beautiful than a summer day.
Rieko.JPGは とても 格好いい です
The Rieko.JPG picture is very cool!
見たから 理恵子と一緒に 踊りたい です
After seeing that picture I want to dance together.
音楽 必要ではない です
Music is not necessary.
理恵子の笑顔は 私の目に 音楽 みたい です
Rieko's smiling face is music to my eyes.
毎度 理恵子の笑顔が写った写真を見ながら また 恋慕します
Every time I see a picture of Rieko's smiling face
I fall in love again.
A near megabyte of fawning
a near gigabyte of flower photos were sent.
G Gracious O Optimistic S Sincere H Healthy I Intelligent M Mysterious A Adorable R Romantic I Independent E Entrusting K Kind O Openhearted
ささめゆき 理恵子のこころ の方がまる A winter snowflake Rieko's lovable heart is more pure and good はるを待た なくてもいいから 理恵子咲く Waiting for spring time is not required because Rieko does bloom 春の花 理恵子の美ほうが 威勢のいい Spring flowers are less Rieko's beauty is more majestic and bright
In the text in the haiku by the English by the Nihongo the same ideas are communicated.
That our minds danced was the best luck!
Our compatibility was excellent.
In the freedom
both if living
for a lifetime
happiness would have bloom.
In the paydom we lived.
Rieko often wrote about 不安.
Fuan and anxiety seem similar.
Anxiety was not her, not her fault,
but rather
in the paydom from living
the anxiety was solicited.
From 2000 until illness struck
the free POSIX called "Sorcerer"
was being created.
Every day was pumping bytes, pumping iron, pumping achievement.
By others in "the real world" living was demanded.
A cent since seldom attained the freedom as "fake" was denounced.
About my art nothing was faked!
Almost all that I created I freely gave.
For this life and the next the freedom is desired.
Jesus, "sell everything to the poor give and follow me."
Buying was abstained.
Creating was done.
To all persons artwork was freely given.
Good approximation, Jesus?
I told Rieko that, "I am not really a man,"
I do not live as others do.
I tried in the past,
A wage slave's existence is too atrocious.
Rieko said that I was a splendid man.
My father called me the most selfish person he ever knew.
My sister called me a leech a moocher.
My mother called me ... better if not said.
My mother is departed.
My mother, my father, my sister, my aunt have all
evicted me at least once.
I am the black sheep!.
As a human being others consider me unworthy.
The ONLY time my father was ever proud of me
was when I was a wage slave.
In 2021 3 books and 1 computer programming language were self published.
For my artwork payment was not demanded.
By the creator what which was made free for all must remain free.
From family members not one accolade was received.
On or afore June 30th 2021 I must depart.
Another eviction becomes.
This time my mind and body are 25%.
By my own boot straps self lifting is no longer possible.
Rieko, am I still a splendid man?
りっぱ なおとこ まだ です か?
Wealth since never wanted was never attained.
The freedom while wanted was not found.
To the freedom an invitation was not received.
Optional information follows
From 2008 to 2011 with Rieko happiness while desired
the method seemed uncertain.
By email messages, photographs, poems were shared.
Rieko's candor was excellent.
Rieko was not happy with Rieko's life.
I was not happy with my life.
Together if living unhappiness would multiply.
Persons fall into love and marry.
More than half divorce.
Admiration and empathy while felt
the meeting was abstained.
Many grams of happiness while created
many kilograms of regret were abstained.
A few years later illness struck.
Death nearly won.
Rieko never knew.
In Rieko's memories
the healthy strong Kyle eternally smiles.
The emails while gone
the computer soon gone
the memories while fading
the feelings persist.
Quality software to author while difficult
happy persons to make seems impossible!
The paydom why not blame?
Was love liberated?
Was liberty embraced?
In an imperfect world
was the best possible outcome attained?
With the average 7 year unhappy marriage as compared
is 3 years impassioned courtship not better?